I still live here, right?
Ah yes my life continues as no one else is around on campus to live it with me.
Many things on the mind since my last blog, and wow, it was only this past monday night, and i'm sure i'll update this again later on tonight with other thoughts that have managed to skip my mind through this evening. Well, the one thing that should be mentioned first is the heat. I'm in the dorm tuesday morning and i realize that i could almost see my breath in my room when i woke up. Yeah, i realize that I was the only one on the floor, but does the heat need to be turned off still? I still live here.....why can't the heat stay on for the one living soul on F2....I have paid for that heat, now keep it on....they have yet to turn it up.....or on for that matter...
Anyways....this huge project for this summer for work is going to be amazing. I mean, i've personally have talked to an MTV producer. That was very cool! I'm excited and everyone else should be too for how big of a ministering tool this could be. I understand there will be many hours going into it all and the final product will show that.
Randomly changing my thoughts...
I went to Todd and Bethany's last night, they cooked Adam and I a great meal. Nice to have a homecooked meal instead of my Ramen noodles. We played Nerts until midnightish...Nerts is a card game, and those of you who don't know how to play, ask and I'll show you and we'll have tons of fun.
Last night was tough though, couldn't go to sleep. There have been little thoughts of megan and i going on in the back of my head. There are times that it still hurts to think about it all. Just weird to think that i thought i had spent 3 1/2 years with someone that i could eventually see myself with forever...and just like that, it was all over. Starting over=change change=good starting over=good.............or at least i'm trying to force myself to think that. I am excited at least to be able to branch out and meet new people. Should be interesting. I know that going home this weekend will be hard. Hoping that guys are at home to hang out with. It will be the first weekend where I know that I have nothing to do and could still potentially run into megan at any moment in town.....yeah, that part sucks the most, being from the same church, same town, just knowing that we will still run into each other and be facing reality that the other is moving on and how are lives are drifting apart. Enough of this...
As I reflect back on the whole idea of change that is going on in my life, I have realized that there are other things that are materialistic that must be changed in order to go on in life....for example, as i was leaving the dorms tonight to go get some McDonald's.....mmmmmm...double cheese burgers.........my mouth was watering.....i noticed that my front passenger tire looked funny, as i got closer to it, there they were....little metal wires looking like they were held in captivity by the rubber and wanted to escape as soon as the next pot-hole came along. I decided it would be best to order pizza and just stay put till tomorrow morning when i could go get a used tire. A tire must be changed in order to go on. Thus, I could turn this in to a sweet sermon illustration (providing that i'll ever preach someday) about how one must change things in life or replace some things in order to continue on the road of life. If anyone would even think of using that for a sermon.......its cool w/ me.....So yeah, change.....so much of it and seems like no time to realize the change that occures in my life. I must relax and eat my beloved pizza, mmmmm.......papa johns special.....
Many things on the mind since my last blog, and wow, it was only this past monday night, and i'm sure i'll update this again later on tonight with other thoughts that have managed to skip my mind through this evening. Well, the one thing that should be mentioned first is the heat. I'm in the dorm tuesday morning and i realize that i could almost see my breath in my room when i woke up. Yeah, i realize that I was the only one on the floor, but does the heat need to be turned off still? I still live here.....why can't the heat stay on for the one living soul on F2....I have paid for that heat, now keep it on....they have yet to turn it up.....or on for that matter...
Anyways....this huge project for this summer for work is going to be amazing. I mean, i've personally have talked to an MTV producer. That was very cool! I'm excited and everyone else should be too for how big of a ministering tool this could be. I understand there will be many hours going into it all and the final product will show that.
Randomly changing my thoughts...
I went to Todd and Bethany's last night, they cooked Adam and I a great meal. Nice to have a homecooked meal instead of my Ramen noodles. We played Nerts until midnightish...Nerts is a card game, and those of you who don't know how to play, ask and I'll show you and we'll have tons of fun.
Last night was tough though, couldn't go to sleep. There have been little thoughts of megan and i going on in the back of my head. There are times that it still hurts to think about it all. Just weird to think that i thought i had spent 3 1/2 years with someone that i could eventually see myself with forever...and just like that, it was all over. Starting over=change change=good starting over=good.............or at least i'm trying to force myself to think that. I am excited at least to be able to branch out and meet new people. Should be interesting. I know that going home this weekend will be hard. Hoping that guys are at home to hang out with. It will be the first weekend where I know that I have nothing to do and could still potentially run into megan at any moment in town.....yeah, that part sucks the most, being from the same church, same town, just knowing that we will still run into each other and be facing reality that the other is moving on and how are lives are drifting apart. Enough of this...
As I reflect back on the whole idea of change that is going on in my life, I have realized that there are other things that are materialistic that must be changed in order to go on in life....for example, as i was leaving the dorms tonight to go get some McDonald's.....mmmmmm...double cheese burgers.........my mouth was watering.....i noticed that my front passenger tire looked funny, as i got closer to it, there they were....little metal wires looking like they were held in captivity by the rubber and wanted to escape as soon as the next pot-hole came along. I decided it would be best to order pizza and just stay put till tomorrow morning when i could go get a used tire. A tire must be changed in order to go on. Thus, I could turn this in to a sweet sermon illustration (providing that i'll ever preach someday) about how one must change things in life or replace some things in order to continue on the road of life. If anyone would even think of using that for a sermon.......its cool w/ me.....So yeah, change.....so much of it and seems like no time to realize the change that occures in my life. I must relax and eat my beloved pizza, mmmmm.......papa johns special.....
posted by Josh at 6:35 PM
1 Comments:
Hey, tell Todd and Bethany I say hi. Todd and his family were really close to my family back in the day. His mom and my mom were best buds. And Kristy (Schaffner) babysat me when I was but a young pup.
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