So, I'm not for sure how to title this entry...My head seems to be spinning with so much going on.
Just got off of the phone with a great friend of mine. We actually dated for a bit, i had lived in here house for about a week and we had become neighbors....all within about 6 months of knowing each other. I owe her and her family a huge THANK YOU for what they have done for me and my family. If it was not for them, the divorce of my parents would not have been possible. I say that with true heart and really do thank them for what they did.
My parents being divorced, thats an issue to talk about...if we had a week or two to talk about it all...so much went on...so much hurting...so many tears...wow, 8 years ago my parents got divorced over christmas break my 8th grade year. So many thoughts spin through my head when i start to remember everything that happened. I don't know how to describe it. Feel confused. Hopeless. Knowing that the chances of someone going through a divorce later on in life nearly tripple once experiencing one with their own parents. I fear that. I fear divorce and pray no one ever has to go through it. Its bad. Just to think that I am at a higher risk of getting a divorce than getting diagnosed with cancer scares me, personally, i'll take the cancer. Enough of this.
Like i was saying, feels good to talk to an old friend, talked to another buddy of mine last night that i graduated with from high school. He is getting married next weekend. It will be nice to see everyone that will be back for it.
Weddings are awsome...food....wedding cake...bunch of food...all for free...and oh the fun...can't wait...
While i was living out today, I slept till noon....why?...cause i stayed up to watch the funniest movie ever, next to dumb and dumber....SUPPER TROOPERS!!!....oh, it was amazing...I also got that tire changed...tires are expensive. and to reflect back onto that sermon illustration...some things are expensive in life and we have to sacrifices in order to continue on in life (or be able to fricken drive around)...
I am leaving tonight to go home. Gonna hang out with my sister some this weekend, already told myself that. Haven't really been all that close till i moved out of the house, been kinda nice to be honest, to be closer. Should be a fun weekend, gonna visit some friends, try to avoid seeing megan. It hurts to think or talk about her still, especially after she started to just talk to me on-line last night...i know i'll run into her for sure at church though. Thinking that I am gonna make an attempt to make very casual conversation...i dunno, we'll see...
Excited to come back to school sunday and everyone be back...gonna make an ihop trip i think sunday night...it shall be fun...Until late Sunday night, everyone have a good one...
Just got off of the phone with a great friend of mine. We actually dated for a bit, i had lived in here house for about a week and we had become neighbors....all within about 6 months of knowing each other. I owe her and her family a huge THANK YOU for what they have done for me and my family. If it was not for them, the divorce of my parents would not have been possible. I say that with true heart and really do thank them for what they did.
My parents being divorced, thats an issue to talk about...if we had a week or two to talk about it all...so much went on...so much hurting...so many tears...wow, 8 years ago my parents got divorced over christmas break my 8th grade year. So many thoughts spin through my head when i start to remember everything that happened. I don't know how to describe it. Feel confused. Hopeless. Knowing that the chances of someone going through a divorce later on in life nearly tripple once experiencing one with their own parents. I fear that. I fear divorce and pray no one ever has to go through it. Its bad. Just to think that I am at a higher risk of getting a divorce than getting diagnosed with cancer scares me, personally, i'll take the cancer. Enough of this.
Like i was saying, feels good to talk to an old friend, talked to another buddy of mine last night that i graduated with from high school. He is getting married next weekend. It will be nice to see everyone that will be back for it.
Weddings are awsome...food....wedding cake...bunch of food...all for free...and oh the fun...can't wait...
While i was living out today, I slept till noon....why?...cause i stayed up to watch the funniest movie ever, next to dumb and dumber....SUPPER TROOPERS!!!....oh, it was amazing...I also got that tire changed...tires are expensive. and to reflect back onto that sermon illustration...some things are expensive in life and we have to sacrifices in order to continue on in life (or be able to fricken drive around)...
I am leaving tonight to go home. Gonna hang out with my sister some this weekend, already told myself that. Haven't really been all that close till i moved out of the house, been kinda nice to be honest, to be closer. Should be a fun weekend, gonna visit some friends, try to avoid seeing megan. It hurts to think or talk about her still, especially after she started to just talk to me on-line last night...i know i'll run into her for sure at church though. Thinking that I am gonna make an attempt to make very casual conversation...i dunno, we'll see...
Excited to come back to school sunday and everyone be back...gonna make an ihop trip i think sunday night...it shall be fun...Until late Sunday night, everyone have a good one...
posted by Josh at 4:50 PM
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