too good to be true...or is it?

after many thoughts and long hours of pondering things in life and following conversation after conversation...is there such a thing as something being too good to be true?...I was asked earlier this week after I made a comment about something in my life being too good to be true..."how big is our God?"...I responded with acknowledging that he is very very large, bigger than what we can even begin to phathom. Thus, there is nothing that is too good to be true...right?....well there are many things in life that I think God lets us start to think of how things could not get any better than what they are at that very point. Then God comes back upon us and reminds us that He is in charge and can make things however He wishes. I think God is teaching me something, but what?...That He is in control and that He is able to always make things better than what they were 10 seconds ago...or He could make things 1000 times worser than what they were 10 seconds ago...There is always something else or something new that can come from the simplist things in life. Here is another thing to ponder...what would be the easiest way to change from being very materialistic to simplistic, but yet have a very thoughtful and intentional meaning behind something?...I am hoping the ways of the past can slowly drift away and a new slimplistic way of living and thought process comes over me...

Final thought: I was told tonight that I seem to have "it" all going on for me, and not just being smooth either...... what does that mean?...I find myself feeling 10000 times better than I have in the past few weeks...there are many reasons that could explain why this is so...but if one of those major reasons was taken away from me, would I still have "it" all going on for me?...I am trying to figure out what this fire is being fueled by...

***These thoughts may seem very jumbled, and crazy, but honestly, in my head, there are 19437823 more thoughts going on and this is allowing about 3.5 of those thoughts escape...my head hurts...time to let it rest for the night...