Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Today (edited)

i originally had posted what is below these lyrics, but after recently watching this music video, i realized that these lyrics best fit the mood i am in right now...enjoy....

Perfect Situation
Weezer

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I led love down the drain

There's the pitch, slow and straight
All I have to do is swing and I'm a hero
But I'm a zero

Hungry nights once again
Now it's getting unbelievable
Cause I could not have it better
But I just can't get no play

From the girls all around
As they search the night
For someone to hold on to
And just pass through

Singin'
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Get your hands off the girl
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this
Excess company

Though I can't satisfy
All the needs she has
And so she starts to wander
Can you blame her?

Singin'
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Tell me there's a logic out there
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come

Tell me there's some hope for me
I don't want to be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth

Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Singin'
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

(end edit)

Today I woke up and sat in bed for 20 min.
I then got a phone call. I talked for 30 min.
I got a shower. I got dressed and got ready for work.
I ate carry-out from First Wok for lunch today.
It is much better when you go in and sit down to eat it.
I delivered a box to the post office that had Reality Trip tapes in it.
I delivered a note to an on-campus mail-box.
I then went to class. It was fun and I learned some good stuff.
I went back to work after class. I came home and cooked dinner w/ Johnny.
We cooked chicken breasts and baked potatoes. It was great.
I then watched WildBoyz with Johnny as we ate. It was funny.
I went to make a Wal-Mart run and bought envelopes and toothpaste.
I then went to Kroger to buy ice cream.
I then went to the warehouse to visit a few people. I then came back home.
Now I'm typing this.
I got really bored and didn't know what else to do.
Perhaps i'll now eat that ice cream.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

too good to be true...or is it?

after many thoughts and long hours of pondering things in life and following conversation after conversation...is there such a thing as something being too good to be true?...I was asked earlier this week after I made a comment about something in my life being too good to be true..."how big is our God?"...I responded with acknowledging that he is very very large, bigger than what we can even begin to phathom. Thus, there is nothing that is too good to be true...right?....well there are many things in life that I think God lets us start to think of how things could not get any better than what they are at that very point. Then God comes back upon us and reminds us that He is in charge and can make things however He wishes. I think God is teaching me something, but what?...That He is in control and that He is able to always make things better than what they were 10 seconds ago...or He could make things 1000 times worser than what they were 10 seconds ago...There is always something else or something new that can come from the simplist things in life. Here is another thing to ponder...what would be the easiest way to change from being very materialistic to simplistic, but yet have a very thoughtful and intentional meaning behind something?...I am hoping the ways of the past can slowly drift away and a new slimplistic way of living and thought process comes over me...

Final thought: I was told tonight that I seem to have "it" all going on for me, and not just being smooth either...... what does that mean?...I find myself feeling 10000 times better than I have in the past few weeks...there are many reasons that could explain why this is so...but if one of those major reasons was taken away from me, would I still have "it" all going on for me?...I am trying to figure out what this fire is being fueled by...

***These thoughts may seem very jumbled, and crazy, but honestly, in my head, there are 19437823 more thoughts going on and this is allowing about 3.5 of those thoughts escape...my head hurts...time to let it rest for the night...

Saturday, February 18, 2006

from "single's awareness day" gone bad, to a hockey game w/ Jeremy Camp and a Gyro

Well, lets see....
for starters...
"Single's Awareness Day" went sour...it was the complete opposite for me of how I originally thought the day was going to be....well, i don't want to give away too many details or many names away since i'm thinking eventually i'll probably write a book of how all of this has happened and gone down...plus i'm sure i'll make millions and millions of pennies from it being a top seller in the Netherlands...here is a series of short stories...well maybe just 2 short stories of whats gone down...

1) "single's awareness day" might as well of been called "squeaky, sweep the ladies (or lady) off their feet today, day"...
(very long story short...i only give major points....)
-i joked w/ a girl to come over to my house and there would be flowers there for her since she made a comment how she wouldn't be getting any today (v-day)
-she came over that night....(i was surprised, but i did have a bit of hope in the back of my mind when telling her to come over)
-she didn't expect to get flowers...she was surprised
-we hung out for the remainder of the night and visited w/ my roommate, whos name may or may not rhym w/ bill wiley...and his valentine...

the ironic and funny thing of this, is that this was the first time we had hung out together...a very nice evening...
...to comeplete the night...my roommate, "bill wiley" and I watched a romantic movie...House on Haunted Hill after the ladies left...

-i then had to sit in front of the tribal committee...General Harrison, Brother Polley, Sister Brendon, and the gigly boys...(Hammer and Thomas)...i explained...they laughed, hammer cried, and we all had a good time....

2) a hockey game w/ Jeremy Camp
-this gal I got flowers for on v-day came along w/ me and 15 others to the Rivermen game last night. Following the game, Jeremy Camp put on a concert...
-Rivermen won, 3-2 and there were some fights too!....one fight was with-in the first three minutes of the game!
-Great seats!
-Great food!
-Great company!
-I had a lot of fun and it was a very very enjoyable night
-the concert could have been better if they actually turned up Jeremy Camp's mic.
-Jeremy Camp told a story of his wife, who after only being married for a month, died of cancer. His story brought me to tears...very touching!

So there ya have it. To finish it off, tonight, two of my roomies, one of which was "Bill Wiley" the other, whos name might rhym with Yonny Pornell, went to the Idle Hour Inn. They had Gyros, which were amazing! Here is the problem we faced...we think Idle Hour is a lesbian bar. After we sat down, we noticed a table of two ladies sitting together, so what, oh, no......then we noticed how there were only ladies working, and they looked rather butch....then another couple of ladies walked in and sat down together...but then it really got weird after two much older ladies walked in and sat down together. the three of us looked at each other and decided to get out of there....

-then during the writing of this blog, Super Dave hit me over the head with a brick and typed the following:

i've never heard of how stupid squeaky really is and the fact that he does not know how to use proper english grammar. Not to mention the fact that he is a big tool, ok not a big tool, maybe a pocket sized tool, but a tool nonetheless...

-I then woke up only find myself tied up...i then broke the rope and wrestled Super Dave until he tapped out...we called it a draw, cause we both knew if he would have used his round-house kick he taught Chuck Norris, I would have surely died...

the end

Monday, February 13, 2006

single's awareness day....

ah yes...get out the candy and the roses and chocolates....its that time of the year again, "single's awareness day"...after celebrating 18 years of being single on this holiday, i managed to have 3 consecutive years of having a valentine, and now this will be the second one since the breaking of the streak....confused...oh well...i dunno really what to say about this, i've tried to decide which approach i should take....

1) enjoy the day and have some guys over that night that are equally sharing in my feelings of being single and doing manly things...like belching, poker, farting, video games, punching each other in the throat...oh and burning something....

2) be grumpy and attempted to puke and make gagging noises everytime i see a couple on campus...and with lcc...i will probably be dry-heaving before i even get out of my car.

3) buy a dozen roses and walk around campus...and when a single and attractive gal asks me who they are for, present them to her and then claim her as my valentine...

or...

4) hold a singles awareness day party (inspired by Super Dave...the idea of a party, not the activities...) and have anyone and everyone that is single come over and enjoy each-other's company...and play single games, like you would at some jr. high or high school party...like "spin the bottle"...but we'd update it...call it...."spin the cell phone or random object in the room such as a cat".....or play the game..."suck-n-blow"...you know, that game where you'd get in a circle and try to pass the card around on your mouth by getting it stuck on your lips, and if the card fell, chances are you'd get to kiss open-mouthed w/ the person next to you...(you'd of course be arranged...guy, girl, guy, girl...) but with the way my luck was back in the day...I'd always end up having the card fall off of my mouth before even making it close to the girl next to me and thus still making me the biggest loser of those games......okay, so forget that game.......but i'd serve some snacks or candies and instead of KISS ME or HUG ME or BE MINE on them, they'd say stuff like....HELLS YEAH or SUPER or MURPH or COOL or POOP or BRICK and i'd probably have a vase full of dead roses, just for fun....


So, with that in mind....i think i'll go w/ trying all 4 of these things....i dunno....we'll see what happens i guess....who knows..i guess there is a chance i could get a valentine for tomorrow.....hahahahaha...yeah right....wishful thinking, i know